January 4, 2007
owned by reason
wide and shut
the light
blindingly
uncouth
as it scatters
before truth's
vision,
one must always
empty the bottle
of picked over
senses
before the dream
can be denied
sacred
beginnings
mixed
and few,
wisdom's impact
blunt
oh....
to be owned....
by reason
....and frailty
saturn progresses
clutching to it's halo
uncanny dialogue,
the ignorant
forced to sink
deeper,
and cornered
observations
dragging loose
and random
spirits
chewed up
by innocence
towards the edge
of lucidity
spoken tedium inquires,
while life is sucked
from the marrow
of faith,
a model
of abused identity
....assuaged
January 2, 2007
Sense
the light and shade
echoing between
trunks and
last year's
fallen and wilted debris
off to the right
through the silent
sentries
do you see that?
movement,
slithering,
rustled litter....
now a sound
in front of you
who or what?
....but nothing,
nothing rears it's head
no physical vessel
presents itself
to your outer
senses
just the leaves
being blown
by ghostly breathes
the dog runs by
does he sense it too?
the vibrations?
the sense that
something is opening?
moving?
re-aligning?
but no....he runs on by
oh well, guess not
it's just me and my
ultra sense
I must have a different
set than the animals
was that laughter?
wafting softly on the air?
or just a bird call?
are the feathered
talking about me?
laughing....taunting
at my nervousness?
what do they know?
i look down,
to my feet and their
meandering travails
and spy a
little caravan
of fantasy's trouping
on their way to
an extra
dimensional
festival
and up in the trees
little doorways
into deep recesses,
elvish housekeepers
sweeping elevated
porches,
the eve's
clutter
swept out to
dissipate into
the world's
chaos
to be obsolved,
resolved,
abcessed and leached,
whisked away
from troubled occupents
no longer needing
the night's review
December 31, 2006
Sound
Sound has many qualities
It can cleanse, the wind sifting through carillon chimes
It can heal, with an exquisite sonance
It can destroy, if the din is spurious
It can open doors, with a fulcrum tenor
It can aid in traveling, if the pitch is hypersonic
It can take you to God and the angelic realm, on a deific reverberation
Dancing the sky down
Horseback riders trespassing. A blue stake into the heart of the oak - no resistance. Opening doors. The other reality - go through the door. Light shining up the natural steps. A clearing, a mound. Creatures dancing round and round. Other doors opening, other creatures appearing. The celebration is in session. We are still in deep shadow my friend and I. Can we go down to the meadow?
The sky is bright but I can see the stars and moon. My friend doesn't want the eye in the sky to see him, so we sit and watch from the safety of the grove.
A man with bee eyes and antennas comes up to us and asks us to leave. If we don't go down to the meadow we must leave. I try to argue for my friend's sake, but the bee man is adamant. I get up to leave then turn back, angry. What are they doing? What is the purpose? Why is everyone down on the meadow?
They are waiting for the eye to open, is the answer. The eye in the sky is a reflection of the eye on the ground. When both eyes open and look at each other the sky will come down and we will BE.
What purpose is this?
My friend asks if we will hear the music. The bee man answers yes. My friend wants to stay. Well if we stay, I answer, then we will damn sure dance!
We go down and dance around the mound. I'm dancing with the strangest creatures - animal, humanoid, insectal, myriad half-creatures. And a wee feminine feline-like creature. Where have I seen her before? She dances with wild abandon, enticing me to join. Bella...... We are all entranced, our bodies moving of their own accord. Our consciousness lifted to the heavens. The ritual appears to be reaching a crescendo. Then the ground begins to shake. The eye within the mound is opening! As it opens a light shoots up and reflects off and around the one in the sky. The music.. I look at my friend - this is where you heard it! The sky, the blue, begins to lower and it comes down to ground level - the utter blackness of space, aurora borealis, ethereal winds. We all collapse to the ground.
Images dance across the heavens - black men whose head ornaments reach far into the sky. Another man with a head of feathers instead of human hair that reaches out two feet in all directions. Animals, more people, other-worldly creatures. The sounds they make, blending with the astral music. A primal story enfolds. We watch with rapt, uncomprehending attention. We LIVE the tale. It is in our cells, calling to us to remember. Uncounted time passes....we drink in the age-old apologue..... My friend is on the ground, memorizing, absorbing, being absorbed.
Feeders
demons be only messengers
sent by their masters
sent by other spirits
sent by other sufferers
they linger because they feed
they feed on what you give
you give what you not know
you forget those primal fears
hieros phanen
in sanctuary
at the feet of
Jakin and Boas
one must first
master the parallels
of life....
justice and mercy
liberty and law
the father,
which ever cleaves
the darkness of chaos
the mother,
who gathers, cherishes,
and feeds seeming bitter food
to hungry hearts
to obey or not
that is THE question
the ONLY question
and it is yours
alone to answer
be one who has
an abiding respect
for their own beliefs
but do not
follow them blindly
to ruin
in the process
you may have to decide
to either give up
that which you fear to lose
so it no longer holds
any power over you,
or consider
what you will still have
if your fears come to pass
in the fields
of manifestation
if you decide to sit,
don the triple crown
and with Boas' hand
bless the world
to effect it
A Lesson in Choice
strange and quirky largesse
lain out in recumbant splendor
be they bona fide?
or simple illusion
working double time?
oh, there are gems to be sure
polished and shining,
baubles all
and wreaths of victory,
but look for those vipers
entwining the garland
we know about those snakes
....dont we?
so then how does one choose?
between valid delusions?
plans made in the imagination
may only play out
in the mind's garden
for to open oneself up to choice
is to open wide the door
to dragons
Damocles hovers in
clouded dreams....beware
fortresses need
bedrock ya know....
and a moat filled with tears
for defense
and lets not forget
temptation....
the choice of cunning
oh, such a tempting visage
sex and emotions
innocence and pleasure
yea right....
one-night dreams all
the lesson to be learned is this:
walk away from tempting
ramifications
keep a tether on those
far flung castles
ask your inner god
for the appropriate sacrifice
and always keep your feet
on conscience's road
zama zama ozza rachama ozai
